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Stige
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Stige
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Just applied for some IT courses next town over, fingers crossed...
Employment rate for the courses are 85-90% so I'm kinda hopeful here, been a long while since that happened last time...
Social support will cover all my movement costs etc if I get accepted there so it's all really winwin.
Dad also lives there so I get to work on cars for extra bucks aswell meanwhile, should help a little with the money issues...
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garus
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| Posted: Mon, 7th Oct 2013 11:58 Post subject: |
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| Posted: Mon, 7th Oct 2013 12:10 Post subject: |
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Sounds good. Always a good thing to live in a social supportive state!
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fisk
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Location: Von Oben
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| Posted: Mon, 7th Oct 2013 18:52 Post subject: |
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If this fails, you should start painting and selling paintings in the street whilst hanging out at cafés and at the library romantisizing about the roman empire and how it would be cool if some of those ideas were applied in modern age.
Yes, yes I'm back.
Somewhat.
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ixigia
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Location: Italy
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| Posted: Tue, 8th Oct 2013 01:12 Post subject: |
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| PumpAction wrote: | | Sounds good. Always a good thing to live in a social supportive state! |
This, you should be happy about this :< Also 90% employment rate is lolwut material here..maybe 9% if you're really lucky xD. It's just a temporary shitty moment Stige, it will pass 
But yeah, a new job is a nice start indeed to regain some serenity. Then you can start thinking about love again. As long as you forget about the exes though, those always bring problems  
(Oh and alcohol is a complete waste of time and money, stay away from that stuff. Same for shrinks and the likes) |
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MAD_MAX333
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Location: Toronto, Canada...eh
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| Posted: Tue, 8th Oct 2013 01:26 Post subject: |
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Very glad to hear you are doing something to better your situation... anytime you feel like giving up on ur studies or hit a pothole, come back to this thread and read you'r first post to get motivation to keep going.
and ixi damn your employment numbers, u live in Tuscany, you dont get to complain.
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| Posted: Tue, 8th Oct 2013 02:08 Post subject: |
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| MAD_MAX333 wrote: | | u live in scandinavia, you dont get to complain. |
Fixed.
ixi's gonna be fine either way, that hot body of his is a great asset that always keeps him afloat financially.
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| Posted: Tue, 8th Oct 2013 02:09 Post subject: |
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| Stige wrote: | Just applied for some IT courses next town over, fingers crossed...
Employment rate for the courses are 85-90% so I'm kinda hopeful here |
guess it's time for me to move to Finland
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ixigia
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| Posted: Tue, 8th Oct 2013 03:08 Post subject: |
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| MAD_MAX333 wrote: | | and ixi damn your employment numbers, u live in Tuscany, you dont get to complain. |
 Great nature and food for sure, but companies are closing everyday and sadly we're one of the regions with the highest unemployment rate..
Though I might follow FireMaster's career and become a dancing bear with Stige  |
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Stige
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Stige
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Stige
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Stige
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| Posted: Thu, 10th Oct 2013 14:36 Post subject: |
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Video interviews done, now it's just waiting I guess, *fingers crossed*
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doobzilla
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Location: Team America's Mount Rushmore Base. Stolen from Indians.
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I know that I'm more of a lurker here on these forums and usually only have some smart-assed retort (I am an American, that's pretty much all we're good for anymore), but I'm really glad that you've come through this with (apparent) flying colors. I've been going through a lot of the same things (minus most of the financial issues) and have definitely considered the low road, final, solution more than once. People are often judged on the mistakes that they make instead of how they react to the consequences of said mistakes. Society being this way only makes times like these much more difficult to bear, but they will ALWAYS pass.
I hope that things continue to go well and that you share the wealth with us humpers when you hit it big. Remember the small guys from your journey on the way up, they will always kick you on your way down if you don't.
Cheers. 
Hobo Zombie: TRAAAAAAAIIIINNNNNNSSSSSS
Woman Zombie: COMPLAAAAAAAIIIIIIINNNNNSSSSS
Englishmen Zombie: REFRAAAAAAAAAIIIIIINNNNNSSSSS
Thanks for the idea Lutz!
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Stige
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| Posted: Sat, 30th Nov 2013 07:43 Post subject: |
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Fuck sake...
I really don't know wtf to do with my life anymore.
Briefly: (well that wasn't very brief)
A week ago I was driving friends around the town as usual, go to bar, ex-gf there, we sit on the same table etc, normal thing to do imo after break up, fuck those break ups where you can't even keep in touch with the other person, she is a close friend of my sister and mom aswell so makes even more sense to stay in terms with her.
Night goes on, I leave for toilet and instantly get a txt from here "why did you leave /sadface" basicly.
Right, well we were having a good time at the table so I didn't think much of it.
Time to change bars, I drive outside the front door to wait for my friends cause I'm baws and I only provide the best service for those who pay for it.
Ex-GF comes foolin around, sitting on the hood, kinda flirting at me etc., still don't make much of it.
Drop friends off at the other bar, she is there already aswell and jumps on the hood again so I proceed to drive on, fuckin police everywhere so I tell here to get off and jump in after a bit, she climbs in from the driver door and from on top of me to sit in the middle (friend was on the other side) (3 in front, 3 in back seatings, murica fuck yeah).
I take her back to the bar and she kisses me and goes off again.
I try to call here but she propably can't hear it over all the shit in the bar.
Oh, forgot to meantion that I left my car running earlier at the parking lot of the first bar and found a drunk guy sitting in my backseat when I was moving my car for the front door, this guy is to thank for going to the second bar where GF is at now, offered good monies and shit so I thought why not, I'll take him home after and go sit there with him, he was cool even though I usually don't like random dudes barging into my car.
Night goes on, some glances with ex-gf, change a few words and shit not much.
Last song hits and she asks me out for the dance so ofcourse I say yes.
She has her sister as the driver so she leaves with her while I leave with the random passenger + few a friends to drop them off.
Then I get a txt from her "would you come over to my place", was busy dropping people off and this random dude was to be dropped of 40km away so I ask her if she wants to tag along and ofcourse she does.
Drop the dude off, not too much chatting during the drive, nothing to imply anything atleast.
Get to her place finaly, get to sleep, wake up, have fantastic morning sex, best night of my life ever so far!
At this point I guess I could say that I have never regretted anything more than I have ditching her and being the fucking asshole dicktwat that I was to her back then, being there with her was like a dream come true.
Now we have tagged along for a week or so, slept at eachothers places, some sex etc, usual stuff.
Now the worst part is, that I'm not sure if she is actually interested anymore...
I love her more than anything in my life and I'm not sure if I can handle another breakup, especially not with her.
She says she has trouble believing I have changed from the dick I was back then (And I know for a fact that I have, I couldn't live with myself if I was still the same retard I was back then).
She didn't want to spent the last 2 nights with me because "she needs time to think" which is always a bad sign imo.
I have tried to get answers out of here with very little luck, she hasn't said anything definitive yet one way or the other.
Sent her a few txt asking what's up, regular stuff, if she wants to hang out etc but she doesn't really reply, does answer my calls but tries to stay out of subject or something.
We did go out for a little ride last night, she had an early night last night cause of work this morning.
Seriously, wtf am I supposed to do, if this doesn't work out then I'm not sure I can handle it anymore...
This makes no fucking sense at all to me right now and I'm really fucking emotional wreck here, can't get any sleep even though I have been awake for 30 hours now...
Called her this morning, asked when she gets off work so I could cook and shit, she sounded like she just wanted to get off the phone asap (well she is pretty hectic in the mornings, as if she is always in the rush but...).
Basicly reply was something like "got a haircut to do after work, mumblemuble", no definitive answer if she wants to come for dinner after work.
My last words were "I love you" and all I got back was "bye" and *beep beep beep*...
TL;DR Life is shit and I wanna kill myself.
Fucking wall of text but I have to get this shit out somewhere and this is, again, the only place I could think of 
Being emo on Facebook is a nono!
Sorry for the crappy paragraphs and no real sense or plot in the whole thing, I just typed as shit came to mind and didn't proof read any of it.
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| Posted: Sat, 30th Nov 2013 09:43 Post subject: |
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| fisk wrote: | | If this fails, you should start painting and selling paintings in the street whilst hanging out at cafés and at the library romantisizing about the roman empire and how it would be cool if some of those ideas were applied in modern age. |
Either take that wonderful idea or sell the car and move. Stop festering in shitsville.
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| Posted: Sat, 30th Nov 2013 19:02 Post subject: |
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Killing yourself over some woman who doesn't appreciate you is really stupid. Don't kill yourself because of that!
Just get away from her altogether. Find someone new, how hard can it be?
Heartbreaks suck ass, but after a two weeks of watching stand up comedies and playing some FPS you'll be good as new, trust me
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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Stige
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| Posted: Sat, 30th Nov 2013 19:37 Post subject: |
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I was, I don't really watch comedies but playing CS:GO for a few weeks definitely helped for a bit...
Can't even play that CS:GO right now cause I'm stuck with my 42" telly for now (Fuckin customs fuck up, was meant to get my monitor on Friday, now it's Monday...)
I'm not really good with picking up girls either, they usually pick me up :l
I guess it might not be a problem if I could actually do it considering I get picked up occasionally but dunno, never been good with girls, especially going to talk with random girls.
And even worse at making at topics to talk about, if shit doesn't go with it's own flow then I'll just shut up.
Switching from glasses to contact lenses helped fuckloads with girls though, I guess glasses don't fit me very well.
Just got off the phone her, basicly said "I need some time to think" and for some reason I have a feeling I won't hear from her again or it will be a single txt message...
Fuck sake really, would love to get wasted but no monies till monday.. Guess I'm shit out of luck.
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deelix
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Its not only your fault. Some girls are really easy to talk to, others are like brick walls :/
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| Posted: Sat, 30th Nov 2013 22:38 Post subject: |
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Men are truly the dumbest creatures on the planet. You can get really heartbroken by some girl, and after said girl has got her fill of different cocks after the breakup she comes back again, and the heartbroken guy of course forgives everything and would kill to get back together. And usualy it ends in the same shit as the last time. Hear this crap all the damn time.. Holy fuck men are stupid.
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garus
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Stige
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Stige
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Well my Chevy has gas in it, got some spare cash aswell = time to get wasted me thinks...
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