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 Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 14:24 Post subject: Jesus..... MSN saved me |
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Yesterday was one of the most fucked up days of my life, let me tell you how it went.
I hooked up with this girl about 2 months ago. I thought it would be another quick relationship, 2 weeks, do the things we do and then I'd go to the next one, but this girl was really special, she had something that made me feel so good, so I told myself I am gonna stick to her and so far it has been too good. I can't explain how I feel about her when I'm with her, I am so happy she truly completes me. She is so fucking sweet, when we're lying in bed she always strokes my back and so on and tells me she loves me and she does everything for me. When I'm drunk she always looks after me and I love her, I do. She took such a big risk with me, with my reputation and all, I could have been a guy who wanted to fuck her a couple of times and then went over to some other girl AND IT WAS SO AT A POINT BUT I CHANGED BECAUSE OF HER.
Saturday, I went out with some friends and she was there, we saw eachother and we kissed and danced in the club. I've been out countless times but this night was really really special with her, I felt so good, it was as if everything and everyone disappeared and it was only me and her. After 2 hours of kissing and hugging and dancing, she tells me, "I gotta spend some time with my friends", of course I understood this, I mean she was there with her girlfriends and I was with my friends so I went to the other side of the club where my friends were at and just gave her some time because I'm really a handfull. So I went over to my friends and I sat down at the bar, opposite of the bar viewing the people. And then this girl comes up to me, a girl both me and my GF now, but little did I know that my GF couldn't stand her. But this is a girl we always roll with on a saturday she's like one of the guys. I was sitting at the bar chair and she was fucking warm and tired so she asked if she could lean on it, so I let her lean on it, a few seconds later one of her girlfriends comes to her and they start kissing and dancing and grinding eachother. Did I mention this girl is one major slut? That's basically the reason why my GF hates her. So what happened then? My GF comes along looking for me and I am sitting on a chair with 2 girls grinding up on it, I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM, but it looked so suspicious. So I see her walking back again and 0-sec I notice that something is wrong, so I push the two bitches off of me and I'm going as fast as I can to see her.
What do I see? I see her with the saddest face talking to her girls. Fucking sluts, I bet they told her that I don't deserve her. But in all honesty, I have never cared about a girl this much, she means so much to me and I'd never do anything to hurt her. So I go over to her and I ask what's the matter? And she says "FUCK OFF... JUST FUCK OFF". Then after a couple of minutes I went over to her again and she was willing to listen. So I tell her what's up, that they were doing there thing and I had no connection to them whatsoever. But still she was hurt and she didn't want to see me, so I asked her if she wanted me to go? And she said yes, so I took my coat and I went home. I have never been so stressed in my life I couldn't stand losing her, let alone over such meaningless BS. So when I got home a friend SMSes me "Hey man, what's up, you alright?" So I send him back, "No man, I'm feeling fucked, it's all so meaningless, I'm gonna go to bed now and tomorrow I'm going to call her and beg her for forgivness, sleep well". But I was just so stressed and worried I could not find rest. So I sent her an SMS explaining her everything again and telling her how much she means to me. She sent me some back, then I called her we talked for like 2 hours, It was glued, but just barely and when I woke up this morning I called her again the harsh feelings were there stil,l we were right back where we were the night before. I talked to her for another hour. And I was just so scared she might dump me I was actually stuttering, AND THAT'S NOT LIKE ME AT ALL, I couldn't fucking believe myself but I did not care I just wanted to fix everything and make it the way it was. At a point I almost cried, I am not ashamed to admit it, I almost did.
So after that call we both hung up and shit was still fucked up. Man I felt so bad, if I had one wish I would go back in time and I would just tell that whore to go sit somewhere else. So I log on to MSN and 5 mins later she logs on and we talked on MSN for a while and everything is ok now, THANK GOD, THANK GOD FOR MSN. I've hooked up with girls before on MSN and fixed fights on MSN, god MSN really fucking rocks. Thanks to MSN I still have my GF
I've learned my lesson though,I had no intention of doing anything with those girls and even though I didn't do shit. It really did look bad, I mean if I saw her like that with a guy I'd probably feel fucked as well. So from now of on I am just going to keep my distance.
I haven't been this releaved since I finished my highschool and heard I passed all exames when I was 16. I fucking love this girl, I am going to marry her one day and I want to have kids with her.
These are those two girls btw, my friend recorded them with his mobile kissing.
http://ul18.rapidshare.de/cgi-bin/upload.cgi?rsuploadid=279840981672783173
That was yesterday...
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TheSaint
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 14:32 Post subject: |
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i know the feeling, nice to see you worked it out.
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 14:40 Post subject: |
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glad it worked out alright m8 
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Mutantius
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 14:42 Post subject: |
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Glad to see it worked out well. Though you must explain to her that she has no reason not to trust you. Since things like these can pop up again.
"Why don't you zip it, Zipfero?" - fraich3
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 14:49 Post subject: |
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Yes I have, but she has a real hard time trusting people because she had been hurt before. I'm talking about real, 100% full proof trust, it's just not easy for her. She was scared she might loose me, she was really hurt. She does believe me deep in her heart but It's hard for her to accept some things because of doubts, doubts that have always been there, long before me.
Thanks for all of your compassion guys.
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 14:54 Post subject: Re: Jesus..... MSN saved me |
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First thing...... I thought you were about 18 and you said you were a yank? 
anyway... good to hear you sorted it out but you can't thank msn for it Maybe you just need to communicate better on the phone / in person. Also yea it is annoying when girls get the wrong end of the stick but you deffo ned to draw a line somewhere. I had a relationship when i'd do something like that but then she'd flip and i'd actually start to feel bad. A few times it happened in different scenarios but you have to stop and take a bit of perspective.
You didn't do anything wrong and this being a one of you should forget about it, but if it happens again and again (like with me) then you have to realise that she doesn't trust you and it's not going to work
| Pizda2 wrote: | | I fucking love this girl, I am going to marry her one day and I want to have kids with her. |
Don't get me started on this  I, like you have been in and out of girls for a bit and am sort of settling down now. but I know that in a few months it's going to come to nothing and I certainly aint going to 'ruin' my future over a girl. All relationships are good at the start and you often find one that you really like but kids? marriage??????
fuck that
edit:  quite a lot of what I typed was already there ^, i need to read threads faster and as soon as I open them instead of leavin em in my browser :/
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 15:00 Post subject: |
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Well, you have your way of thinking I am not going to go in against that. Relationships are best when at the start true, but that doesn't nessecarily mean that's the only good part of a longterm relationship, I have v ery strong feelings for this girl.
MSN was not THE REAL thing that saved me ofcourse it was my choice of words and the way I played it, we have no problems communicating but when you do so via a phone things are very different, some things are harder to say because there is so much intensity, emotion, it's a complete different story, via MSN communicating simply is easier, we've been through everything 3 times, but we couldn't tie a knot and the knot was tied in an MSN convo that's all.
I am 18 however but I am no yank, neither do I live in the states. I live in Europe and I was born in Europe, not in the same country I am living atm however.
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 15:53 Post subject: |
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yea I thought u were a swede but you said u were a yank
Pizda2 Buffalo (NY)
yes... yes.... I know you did not expect it
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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_SiN_
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 16:08 Post subject: |
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 16:15 Post subject: |
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wuahahah man the "girl" left on the pic looks like some pig :S damn
but your GF looks cute yes 
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 16:27 Post subject: |
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| Pizda2 wrote: | | That was an error I fucked up, If you go through the thread you'll see a post I made. Lol Buffalo.... nigga plz... |
I know
I hope that girl doesn't smoke though |
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 16:32 Post subject: |
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| Sublime wrote: | | Pizda2 wrote: | | That was an error I fucked up, If you go through the thread you'll see a post I made. Lol Buffalo.... nigga plz... |
I know
I hope that girl doesn't smoke though |
I hope she does  but not on those small sigars  |
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 16:36 Post subject: |
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She does not, she used to though. Smoking sucks.
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| Posted: Sun, 29th Jan 2006 23:02 Post subject: |
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Whats up with those guys, they look like they walked through a fake tan booth while drunk.
"Techniclly speaking, Beta-Manboi didnt inject Burberry_Massi with Benz, he injected him with liquid that had air bubbles in it, which caused benz." - House M.D
"Faith without logic is the same as knowledge without understanding; meaningless"
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:11 Post subject: |
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| AnimalMother wrote: | | Whats up with those guys, they look like they walked through a fake tan booth while drunk. |
Lol yeah, well she has ugly friends I guess.
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:11 Post subject: |
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:13 Post subject: |
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| Pizda2 wrote: | | AnimalMother wrote: | | Whats up with those guys, they look like they walked through a fake tan booth while drunk. |
Lol yeah, well she has ugly friends I guess. |
yea thats so typical, one hot girl and plenty ugly ones around her trying to get a glimpse of her attraction, but in fact, because of the contrast they create to the pretty girl they look even more ugly than usually.
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:17 Post subject: |
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| D_A_Kuja wrote: | | Pizda2 wrote: | | AnimalMother wrote: | | Whats up with those guys, they look like they walked through a fake tan booth while drunk. |
Lol yeah, well she has ugly friends I guess. |
yea thats so typical, one hot girl and plenty ugly ones around her trying to get a glimpse of her attraction, but in fact, because of the contract they create to the pretty girl they look even more ugly than usually. |
It's not like that at all man. She and her friends go like way back and they mean alot to her. I'm sure It's the same the other way around. You can blame mother nature however.
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:18 Post subject: |
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well in most cases its like this, but of course there are lots of real friends as well.
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:19 Post subject: |
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Those guys have probably been trying to get into her pants for years. Nice one pizda.
"Techniclly speaking, Beta-Manboi didnt inject Burberry_Massi with Benz, he injected him with liquid that had air bubbles in it, which caused benz." - House M.D
"Faith without logic is the same as knowledge without understanding; meaningless"
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:23 Post subject: |
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yep, she s very good, obviously these guys didnt have a chance.
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:24 Post subject: |
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| Pizda2 wrote: | | AnimalMother wrote: | | spankie wrote: | shes hot btw  |
It's whats inside that counts remember! |
Thank you
And it does, it does. |
I think you should use [sarcasm] [/sarcasm] tags because pizda is obviously pussy whipped |
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 00:59 Post subject: |
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well, his name does mean pussy in croatian/bosnian/serbian.
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| Posted: Mon, 30th Jan 2006 01:16 Post subject: |
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| D_A_Kuja wrote: | | well, his name does mean pussy in croatian/bosnian/serbian. |
wow really? I never knew that! |
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