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gobo
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 Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 18:07 Post subject: Please help me decide whether to get drunk or high every day |
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I got married in April of 2006, and the wedding planning stage was very stressful for a number of reasons. So, during that period of time, beginning around November of 2005, I started drinking alcohol every night to the point of getting drunk. Alcohol makes me aggressive and generally an asshole, so my wife was less than happy with this habit. So, around July of 2006, I started crack cocaine every night instead of drinking (I had earlier smoked crack cocaine every night for about a year in 2003). The cocaine made me more happy and creative and helped me open up emotionally. The problem with the rocks was that I was smoking it every night while watching t.v. and not eating anything. Also, I am inherently introverted, but the rocks made me refuse any activities outside the home in the evenings. So, although it was difficult, I was able to stop smoking about two months ago. The problem is that I have now gone back to getting drunk every night. I believe that I abuse alcohol/crack because I don’t want to do anything productive at night other than just relax, which I have trouble doing without some substance.
I have been diagnosed with mild social anxiety, dysthimia, and adult ADD. I have been taking Strattera and seeing a therapist for about a month now. I believe that I have remained fairly productive during the period in question, as I have gotten married, started working in my career of choice, and exercised regularly. However, I would like to learn to relax in the evenings with something other than eating, watching t.v., and smoking/drinking. The problem is that nothing else seems appealing and I have not been successful in breaking this habit. Even when I do something else in the evenings, no matter how late I get home, I need to smoke/drink before going to bed – and not because I have trouble sleeping. I feel like my time of smoking/drinking is my time to relax, recharge, and reward myself for the day. Although a copout, I am resigned to the belief that I will continue to smoke or drink in the evenings until something comes up in my life that requires my attention, like having kids, etc. So, my main question is whether I should go back to smoking crack since it has a better effect on me and I enjoy it more than drinking? The counterpoint to the likely obvious answer in the affirmative is that I believe that it will be easier for me to quit drinking than it will be to quit smoking crack when that day hopefully comes. Also, I acknowledge the view that all of my reasoning is bullshit, and that I should just stop smoking/drinking. It’s just the reality is that I haven’t been able to make myself stop or find something else to fill my evenings.
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You need to just stop both of that evil shit, and go through the pain of cleaning your body out of the toxins, there IS no other way. you either carry on with either and die soon, or take the step of wanting to get over this stuff and force yourself to suffer a short amount of time to get better, rather than a lifetime of health issues in the long run.
Harsh but shit, willpower is needed and a padded room where someone can shovel you food with straw so you dont go to mad and try and top yourself.
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 19:12 Post subject: |
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gobo get yourself in rehab. Being a alcoholic or a crackhead (or even a pothead) is not the answer to your problems you do not need them and they will only make things worse in the end. Your lucky your wife even puts up with you.
I have PTSD and major depressive disorder and I don't need any of that trash to get through the day. Your social anxiety, dysthymia, and adult ADD are no excuse. Nothing else seems appealing in your life because you are addicted and you simply want more booze and drugs. Go get help now.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 19:30 Post subject: |
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 all i gotta say is
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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_SiN_
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Oh for fucks sake..
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CaptainCox
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 19:48 Post subject: |
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| WaldoJ wrote: | | all i gotta say is |
+1
Though if you wanna get drunk, please drink ABSOLUT Vodka, it might not be the best, but it's Swedish  .
(now that's not 100% true, as they where bought up by the French some months ago, but it's still made in SWE) |
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deelix
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nouseforaname
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 19:58 Post subject: |
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so basically gobo is a full of shit lying troll.
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WaldoJ
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whisky, scotch, Heineken, becks and tequila. that's my party mix. Guaranteed pure mornings!!
as for the ot... everytin he says is bs and stuffs and lots. stop takin the fellow seriously. in other threads and such. i bet you lot that he hasn't had any contact with any drugs in ever well maybe once when he hung around his black friends. :\ put the fellow on ignore. when dazz and the others get hefty bored, this fellow seems to pop by with some retarded bs and everyone gets all sympathetic and then he runs about and insults people. meh. waste of breaths and such.
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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MAD_MAX333
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 20:16 Post subject: |
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sweet mother of baby jesus in heavonly hell...
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fraich3
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nouseforaname
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zipfero
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 21:36 Post subject: |
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is the wifey a hot wifey? like wifey from wifeysworld...mhmmmmmmm wiiiifeyyyy
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javlar
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 23:21 Post subject: |
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I thought we realized he's full of shit during the MJ/Lawyer/whothafuckcares saga
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| Posted: Mon, 18th Aug 2008 23:56 Post subject: |
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Why isn't this fucker banned yet?? Where's ChinUp when we need him;)
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nouseforaname
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MannyK
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deelix
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 02:44 Post subject: |
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done 
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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spankie
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 02:49 Post subject: |
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doesnt matter, drain bamage will happen in the long run...
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Cohen
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 03:30 Post subject: |
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Yah. Who does he think he is, Waldo? Pfffft!
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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Cohen
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 03:53 Post subject: |
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Oi!  Fuck that shit. Horrid months. Jush horrid. Stop reminding me. The one broad is manipulating me to get back with her while i'm trying to finally enter a normal sane relationship. Looool. Gonna end up with a slut again tho. I hate it when people cry looool. 
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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Cohen
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 04:02 Post subject: |
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Honestly. I do. But seriously, when you got nobody, anybody will do. And I've been dating enough anybodys and this one girl seems to be somebody. So it's gonna be the first legit thing in like... 6 years now. Loool. We'll see though. We'll see.
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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LeoNatan
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 04:05 Post subject: |
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High is better than drunk.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 19th Aug 2008 04:06 Post subject: |
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I prefer drunk. I can work while drunk. High, not so much.
| Sin317 wrote: | | I win, you lose. Or Go fuck yourself. |
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