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 Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 11:55 Post subject: I need help |
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I dont know what to do, something is happening to me, I was in the army when I was 18-20. I was in the infantry, in a scout platoon with rangers and such, I was discharged other than honorably before deploying to Iraq, for "UNKOWN REASONS" as documented.
However I got my discharged upgraded to a honorable, and I can go back in with a waiver, which wouldnt be hard.
So I have a 5 yr old daughter I love so much and Im her only support. If I leave she will miss me....
I just cant take myself anymore, i feel im so hard (im sorry to brag) but nothing satisfies me, i feel i can just kill everyone very easily.... im like a killing machine and I can just do about anything, i can jump off a table a kick a head off, i can 3 step leap and break your neck with my foot.... i was trained for a this but not so brutal and its become brutal for me and actions, i do these crazy stunts all the time, i leap off roofs and jump out of windows, i run across the framing on roofs insides of roughed houses, i just do this shit when no one is looking, shit that when i do it is really awesome and feels like training or actually combat but when i look back on it im like "im not normal".... i think the only solution is for me to re-enlist and go to war..... but wtf do i do with my only treasure keeping me sane.... my daughter... 
btw, im 26 now
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 11:58 Post subject: |
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your deff dont sound like ur 26, so that is cause for concern if u ever are lol, my advice would be to hand your daughter over to a parent that isnt fucking insane and full of shit and go to war and prob dont come back..
Its not back into any sort of army you would need its more a session or 100 of therapy would be better..
Lutz can take over now as he has the training to evaluate you lol..
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:02 Post subject: |
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| moosenoodles wrote: | your deff dont sound like ur 26, so that is cause for concern if u ever are lol, my advice would be to hand your daughter over to a parent that isnt fucking insane and full of shit and go to war and prob dont come back..
Its not back into any sort of army you would need its more a session or 100 of therapy would be better..
Lutz can take over now as he has the training to evaluate you lol.. |
i have gone through therapy and counseling for my fair share, i cant take that.
i just needed to be pointed in the right direction and let loose, i have soo much drive for something i can not get....
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:04 Post subject: |
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:14 Post subject: |
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Somehow you remind me of Big Daddy 
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:21 Post subject: |
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If you are mentally unstable, quit drinking heavily and to enlist again will only fuck you up more.
You have a rage inside? See if you can figure out what's causing it, it is not the army training that probably just triggered things.
The only way to solve it is by therapy, just my 2 cents.
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:24 Post subject: |
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I wish I could record myself, you would say "wtf, is that guy is drugs?" just everyone else.
and i say "wtf, why are you such a fat sorry ass who cant move worth a fuck" and i think of how I can kill you while I'm doing something... what the fuck is wrong? (no offense to you personally)
everyone thinks im on fucking drugs, my dad, my mom, everyone who is family, my buddies just think im 'hard, i just need to show them what i really am.
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:27 Post subject: |
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Just record yourself and let us decide 
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:30 Post subject: |
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Do it 
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:30 Post subject: |
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cant you put your phone on record ??
Anyway ... pics will do at the moment... pretty sure we have some good advices
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:35 Post subject: |
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this is turning into another epic thread is it not lol ?
Goatboy where are you
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:38 Post subject: |
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Killing yourself is the only sure solution to any problem...
"Quantum mechanics is actually, contrary to it's reputation, unbeliveably simple, once you take the physics out."
Scott Aaronson | chiv wrote: | | thats true you know. newton didnt discover gravity. the apple told him about it, and then he killed it. the core was never found. |
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:44 Post subject: |
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 12:56 Post subject: |
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I would never commit suciide, i dont want to die, its nothing like that, its a destiny, a desire, a need, a must happen, a is going to happen shit, you dont understand
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 13:11 Post subject: |
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Btw the discharged for "unknown reasons" in capitals i see as well usually to me that would say your hiding somethine.. is pretty much not right.. You will always know why you were discharged from the forces, they just dont kick you out and say discharged off you go..
fess up, or stop talking shite
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 13:13 Post subject: |
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i done many extreme sports,
i played little league football from 8-13
, i got really good at skateboarding and was going big, i was sponsored my a local skate shop, i skated with local pros, pros that came for small competitions and publicity, i was nearly close to landing everything they could, this was when i was 14, by the time i was in high school i was able to out skate everyone switch stance, although they sucked ass and the second best could only kickflip a 3 stair, while i was late shoveting and hardflipping large gaps and what not but i dont want to brag anymore.
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 13:17 Post subject: |
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lol this is classic, your pasting your shit from some info of others lol fucking obvious..
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| Posted: Sat, 15th May 2010 13:18 Post subject: |
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| moosenoodles wrote: | Btw the discharged for "unknown reasons" in capitals i see as well usually to me that would say your hiding somethine.. is pretty much not right.. You will always know why you were discharged from the forces, they just dont kick you out and say discharged off you go..
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i was discharged because i was young and stupid, i left to fuck hoes instead of doing what i was made to do but they never found out anything, they gave me the option to leave or go to war, i stood before a major general and made my decision but i was stupid i was thinking "oh ill just go get a job sitting in a office in the ac jerking off to a pc" but little didi i know. i was only competing with everyone, not doing what i would supposed to do.
1 week before deploying to Iraq, i was kicked out of the scouts as a rehabilitated solider and placed into bravo company where i was left for dead, they all wore glasses, they wore fat and had some geeky laughs, i made my decisions, and i am here, ready for it now.
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