Well that was a hell of a weekend to go thru...But shes admitted she has a problem. It might only be saying it to shut me up, but saying it out loud is a small step.
If she actually cares to do anything about it is the next step. She claims she wants to, but that might just be to shut me up too.
I decided to give it a month from today and see if its any better at all. I figure a month of me not hounding her, and giving her that time to make some progress, even a little to show shes trying, is enough time.
Been married 20 years almost, its been 2-3 months so far, if its not better in a month after our 5 hour talk Saturday I know its time to start getting use to being single after 20 years 
I decided to call the doctors tomorrow, and let them know whats going on with her as far as the pills at home. I cant outright tell them to take her off them, all I can do is fill them in on whats going on with them from a home life perspective, the problems its causing and she has with them...and let them do what they decide is best.
She has an appointment wend with them anyway, so will wait and see what happens when she goes to it after me calling.
-We don't control what happens to us in life, but we control how we respond to what happens in life.
-Hard times create strong men, strong men create good times, good times create weak men, and weak men create hard times. -G. Michael Hopf
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