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[sYn]
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 20:03 Post subject: |
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well last time i was really mad i put a nice hole in the wall, thats about it D:
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 20:07 Post subject: |
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| [sYn] wrote: | | SycoShaman wrote: | | [sYn] wrote: |
Im with cartoon, although I don't live in paradise  .. I guess I've seen that much shit in my life it takes a LOT to piss me off.. when it happens I generally sit down and think about the situation, rationalise it and come up with a suitable controled response.. |
when it comes to women problems, its impossible to rationalize and respond in the perfect way. IMPOSSIBLE. They are way to unpredictable. |
haha, yeah good point. In situations like that I generally take the blame (as most of the time its something I can take the blame for.. ) then deal with the pent up anger myself.. meditation helps .. |
you know what also helps? Grindin up on some sexy ass girl at the club :lol  It does it help tho you.
Meditation can help...if your ready to deal with the issue |
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Bigperm
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 21:14 Post subject: |
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I use various forms of release. One is coming here and bitching in the bitching section. Like when i fucked up my old mans car.
I work out alot when i mad. I dated this chick for about 6 months, she used to piss me off so much. Never been in that good of shape in my life. Every lift was like, urrrgg fucking bitch...then urggg fucking cunt.
I love alone time to get over things. Ill pick a deserted road and just ride my bike for a hour or so. Not a care in the world, just me and nature. Everyhting seems ok after that.
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| Posted: Thu, 21st Sep 2006 21:54 Post subject: |
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| SycoShaman wrote: | | pistolshrimp wrote: | | I have problems expressing my anger |
How come? |
I don’t know, maybe the way I was raised. Everybody else around me has sooo much more anger than I did I don’t think mine counted. But I was ok to physically defend myself when I had too.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 01:56 Post subject: |
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| pistolshrimp wrote: | | SycoShaman wrote: | | pistolshrimp wrote: | | I have problems expressing my anger |
How come? |
I don’t know, maybe the way I was raised. Everybody else around me has sooo much more anger than I did I don’t think mine counted. But I was ok to physically defend myself when I had too. |
So you are/were less angry than most people? thats a good thing.
But you have to express your anger when you get mad. There is no 'calm mad' you know?
Some people are too extreme tho. |
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 02:44 Post subject: |
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Yes there is a calm mad.
You are really REALLY mad but yet you can step outta it and look at it from a different angle before you react. I guess I handle things differently never physically only once in high school.
I was being picked on by these 3 East Indian bitches. There was a history there. Nobody ever said shit to her because he older brother was in some punjabi gang. They had been insulting me right left and centre all friggen day. Anyway they started in on this other kid and THAT pissed me off. Lunch time I walked past the ring leader bitch. Reached out as a walked by, and grapped her forehead and smashed the back of her head into the locker. She was on the ground and I kept on walking Nobody said shit to me after that. When I did that I wasn’t angry anymore but I knew I had to do something.
I think I am more sensitive to things happening to other people than myself. Or I have to be alone.
Some of those tenants piss me off but I can’t let them see it. For instance This guy moved out and used his damage deposit as last months rent. You can’t do it. I fucking go over these leases, I make them sign each clause. Anyway, he did over, well over $4,000 of damage. Holes in cement, Ripped out a sink, stripped all light fixtures.
Even that guy with AIDS is ripping us off. Not a big deal money wise but now I have to deal with social services over his lousy damage deposit. “Oh he is from Africa” is what they are saying. 3 hrs I talked to him about the lease. He understood. I made sure he understood, he spoke english. I even took him grocery shopping when he got outta the hospital. Last 4 years I have given him $50 gift certs for safeway for his Christmas cuz I know he has no money. ahhhahahhahahaha 
whatever, this is like therapy.
*pistol vents anger on NFORce*
I feel better
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fazlez1
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ginge51
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 04:31 Post subject: |
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| pistolshrimp wrote: | Yes there is a calm mad.
You are really REALLY mad but yet you can step outta it and look at it from a different angle before you react. I guess I handle things differently never physically only once in high school.
I was being picked on by these 3 East Indian bitches. There was a history there. Nobody ever said shit to her because he older brother was in some punjabi gang. They had been insulting me right left and centre all friggen day. Anyway they started in on this other kid and THAT pissed me off. Lunch time I walked past the ring leader bitch. Reached out as a walked by, and grapped her forehead and smashed the back of her head into the locker. She was on the ground and I kept on walking Nobody said shit to me after that. When I did that I wasn’t angry anymore but I knew I had to do something.
I think I am more sensitive to things happening to other people than myself. Or I have to be alone.
Some of those tenants piss me off but I can’t let them see it. For instance This guy moved out and used his damage deposit as last months rent. You can’t do it. I fucking go over these leases, I make them sign each clause. Anyway, he did over, well over $4,000 of damage. Holes in cement, Ripped out a sink, stripped all light fixtures.
Even that guy with AIDS is ripping us off. Not a big deal money wise but now I have to deal with social services over his lousy damage deposit. “Oh he is from Africa” is what they are saying. 3 hrs I talked to him about the lease. He understood. I made sure he understood, he spoke english. I even took him grocery shopping when he got outta the hospital. Last 4 years I have given him $50 gift certs for safeway for his Christmas cuz I know he has no money. ahhhahahhahahaha
whatever, this is like therapy.
*pistol vents anger on NFORce*
I feel better |
Damn, that just backs up what i was saying. If you keep it in, you'll explode...ala smashing a chicks head into the locker (which is sexy for some odd reason  ).
Sometime's the only thing people respond to is violence. Sad but true.
And yeah, its good to type things out as i find it puts things into perspective. I can write about things i otherwise wouldnt be able to talk about. |
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ginge51
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 04:47 Post subject: |
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| |IcedFreon| wrote: | | ICED SMASH!!!!! |
about time too
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 04:51 Post subject: |
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oh lord. pleae dont come here and ruin this thread too :/
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 04:58 Post subject: |
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@Syco
I wasn’t angry and I did not explode, I was controlled and I knew exactly what I was doing. When I did that. It was more like this is what I am going to do” I never exploded. It was a calculated move. If it was in anger I would of grabbed the easiest to get to head but I did not. I chose the ring leader. I was also prepared to be expelled. I thought of that. Having to tell my parents. Under the circumstances I think at least my dad would of understood. If they didn't how much worse could it be? Not much.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:02 Post subject: |
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| pistolshrimp wrote: | @Syco
I wasn’t angry and I did not explode, I was controlled and I knew exactly what I was doing. When I did that. It was more like this is what I am going to do” I never exploded. It was a calculated move. If it was in anger I would of grabbed the easiest to get to head but I did not. I chose the ring leader. I was also prepared to be expelled. I thought of that. Having to tell my parents. Under the circumstances I think at least my dad would of understood. If they didn't how much worse could it be? Not much. |
Fair enough.
So your a tough girl eh? Wanna fight? 
(anger is such a serious topic, a lil humour is good too )
I cant say it was excessive as ive done things like that myself. If it felt good and you didnt get in shit for it, well, then it was a good thing to do Sometimes people need to taste locker eh? |
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:05 Post subject: |
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I swear I am friggen nice to everybody and sometimes people (fuckheads) take it as a sign of weakness. So yea, after my mind is made I am a bitch.
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:06 Post subject: |
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| pistolshrimp wrote: | | I swear I am friggen nice to everybody and sometimes people (fuckheads) take it as a sign of weakness. So yea, after my mind is made I am a bitch. |
Only assholes and uneducated people take politeness and kindess as a sign of weakness.
Those people arent fun to be around anyway |
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ginge51
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:24 Post subject: |
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| |IcedFreon| wrote: | | oh lord. pleae dont come here and ruin this thread too :/ |
lol who ruined MY thread last time?????
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:25 Post subject: |
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you did. now everyone, lets hit the good ol ignore button to leave ginge here to his own devices k?
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:26 Post subject: |
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but he's got a fast red car....
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ginge51
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:28 Post subject: |
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| |IcedFreon| wrote: | | you did. now everyone, lets hit the good ol ignore button to leave ginge here to his own devices k? |
omg hes at bashing ppls threads up again i think the mods should give you a warning for being a complete ass
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ginge51
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 05:29 Post subject: |
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| pistolshrimp wrote: | @Syco
I wasn’t angry and I did not explode, I was controlled and I knew exactly what I was doing. When I did that. It was more like this is what I am going to do” I never exploded. It was a calculated move. If it was in anger I would of grabbed the easiest to get to head but I did not. I chose the ring leader. I was also prepared to be expelled. I thought of that. Having to tell my parents. Under the circumstances I think at least my dad would of understood. If they didn't how much worse could it be? Not much. |
lol
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| Posted: Fri, 22nd Sep 2006 15:11 Post subject: |
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| SycoShaman wrote: | | nouseforaname wrote: | lolz .. don't forget he is a heroin addict or some shit.
gotta love how kids think this shit is cool  |
and how they slip up on their lies...
If your a heroin addict at 15, you know where you go? mental hospital/detox centre until your clean.
Knew enough people who were addicted to crack and shit, pulled something stupid and instead of ending up in juvy, they went to the hospital for an extended visit.
Prison doesnt get scary till you get to real prison. Then you have to worry about gettin your head kicked in for no fuckin reason (the rape shit only happens to bitch like guys...guys who got caught passing bad cheques or something you know? I never had anyone try to rape me...got into plenty of fights in prison tho). |
I aint afraid of anyone or anything. Reason guys get raped is cuz they are a fuckin pussies, and ya know wat I never said it was cool, you did lol. Why the fuck would I think goin too juvy is cool? I'm not proud of half the shit I've done in my life, but atleast I've fuckiin lived my life, and I'm sure yur gonna start more shit about me sayin I'm not afraid of anything, but I don't care. you can go on being afraid of shit. I won't cuz being afraid of things isn't living simple as that. I'd rather be dead, and don;t take this as flaming cuz I mean no disrespect too you or anyone else. Have a good day |
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nouseforaname
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SycoShaman
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| Posted: Sat, 23rd Sep 2006 23:46 Post subject: |
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| DopeSickKid wrote: | | SycoShaman wrote: | | nouseforaname wrote: | lolz .. don't forget he is a heroin addict or some shit.
gotta love how kids think this shit is cool |
and how they slip up on their lies...
If your a heroin addict at 15, you know where you go? mental hospital/detox centre until your clean.
Knew enough people who were addicted to crack and shit, pulled something stupid and instead of ending up in juvy, they went to the hospital for an extended visit.
Prison doesnt get scary till you get to real prison. Then you have to worry about gettin your head kicked in for no fuckin reason (the rape shit only happens to bitch like guys...guys who got caught passing bad cheques or something you know? I never had anyone try to rape me...got into plenty of fights in prison tho). |
I aint afraid of anyone or anything. Reason guys get raped is cuz they are a fuckin pussies, and ya know wat I never said it was cool, you did lol. Why the fuck would I think goin too juvy is cool? I'm not proud of half the shit I've done in my life, but atleast I've fuckiin lived my life, and I'm sure yur gonna start more shit about me sayin I'm not afraid of anything, but I don't care. you can go on being afraid of shit. I won't cuz being afraid of things isn't living simple as that. I'd rather be dead, and don;t take this as flaming cuz I mean no disrespect too you or anyone else. Have a good day |
Like I said, wait till you get to real prison bud...your soft.
Your 15...you havent experienced jack shit yet. Juvy is not prison, not matter how you look at it. Its nothing like prison..
Being afraid...im not afraid of prison, never had any serious problems in there.
But lil shit talkers like yourself who dont have a fuckin clue have a real hard time in real prison...being afraid sometimes is smart...if you were hard (like your tryin to be), you'd know that.
Come talk to me in about 10 years |
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Demonium
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| Posted: Sat, 23rd Sep 2006 23:54 Post subject: |
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I clench my fist, and slam it into the nearest inorganic material.
jenni <3
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