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WaldoJ
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 Posted: Mon, 13th Nov 2006 03:51 Post subject: Why is life so unfair? |
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Why do people die?
Why do people have to die?
Like, what the fuck! We got the ability to make shit
Why are some people weak? Why are people allergic to things others love? Why are some people diabetic? Why don’t people tell you they’re allergic until after you’ve done something awfully wrong? Why does it become your fault? They didn’t tell you. You didn’t know. And then something awful happens and you end up hating yourself.
Life is so fucking full shit!
I wish I was 7 again so I’d decide that I’d work on an antidote for death and allergies and diabetes. Now it’s too late. People just leave. They just crawl away and die and you can’t stop them. It’s always too late. and you can’t do a thing but just watch them.
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This girl was allergic to peanuts. Well. She was diabetic. Or still is. I have no idea (I hope it’s still is and not was. I really hope its still is.) Two weeks ago. Well last Thursday. Not last. But the one before that. And I had no idea of her conditions. She never said a word. No one said a word. Anyway in class she just fainted and started convoluting. For the entire past week she hasn’t been in class. People are saying she’s in hospital and such. And it just awful! And it’s eating me up.
I can't take this guilt anymore.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I don't want to go in and see an empty chair where she used to sit. Fuck!
I'm such a horrible person for being so fucking stupid!!!!!!!
been drinking again tonight. A little bit. I'm really tired right now. I'm going to sleep. i'm really sorry for not being to articulate my thoughts more clearly. I’ll try to fix everything tomorrow. nite. 
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| Posted: Mon, 13th Nov 2006 03:59 Post subject: |
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Because of natural selection?
Sense Amid Madness, Wit Amidst Folly
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Buddymander
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| Posted: Mon, 13th Nov 2006 04:09 Post subject: |
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Whoa man.
Fuck that bitch, you did nothing wrong, not a thing.
The worlds fucking nuts, not you.
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| Posted: Mon, 13th Nov 2006 04:20 Post subject: |
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Thats how life is: Life Sucks then you die.
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 00:44 Post subject: Re: Why is life so unfair? |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 01:04 Post subject: |
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She didn't come in today.
Tomorrow I’m gonna see if I can organize something. Send flowers or something. Maybe a group visit session or something.  I dunno. While watching old boy in movie class I’ll think of something I’m sure people will agree with. I hope.
I hope she comes in tomorrow though. 
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 03:16 Post subject: |
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Just some things to consider about a group visit.
- Can be disruptive (noice/talking, groups are always loud) to other patients.
- She might not feel confortable with a group of people around her when she isn't at her best. Eg. Sometimes people can’t bath as much as they like too, they do get stinky, esp people with metabolic disorders.
- Doctors and nurses are always coming and going doing 'things' of a private nature with with a thin curtain separating you from the rest of the world. (There is no dignanty went you are sick.)
You can call the hospital and ask if she is excepting visitors.
I bet she is at home and maybe wants to take the rest of the term off. She could of been burning the candle at both ends. I think that is how I would feel if I went hypoglycemic (diabetes) during class and had a siezer. She could have understanding parents that want her to take the time off.
I think is in good that you want to send flowers. Just call ahead if you want to visit and ask.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 03:30 Post subject: |
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I think we, students, are mature enough to perform a... sophisticated quiet group visit. If anything of course we'll call ahead. But I think flowers are a must. With a get well soon card or summin. Y'know. Tomorrow I'll see.
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 04:06 Post subject: |
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 04:08 Post subject: |
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If anything there's always duct-tape in the glove compartment.  
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 11:10 Post subject: |
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That is so dark |
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| Spoiler: | only cause I wrote it at night |
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| Posted: Tue, 14th Nov 2006 16:18 Post subject: |
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This year a guy from my School, same year as me same age, commited suicide. Jumped out in front of train. Didnt leave a note or anything.
I lived right next to time last year when i lived at the boarding school, talked to him sometimes. Wasnt really my friend though, he was kinda geeky.
And two years ago we got a new girl in my class, after a couple of months she tried to commit suicide, didnt see her again.
"Zipfero is the biggest fucking golddigger ever" - Mutantius
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| Posted: Wed, 15th Nov 2006 00:10 Post subject: |
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Life is what you make of it. Karma and all that shit is just stuff people make up so they can bring reason to why bad things happen and explain it to themselves that way without taking anything constructive from the experience.I think it's only a natural way to absorb bad shit, that happens, and deal with it on an emotional level. However sometimes you just have to accept you can't have control over everything while at other times you have to take responsibility for the outcome of your actions.
Shit happens and not generally for a good reason. Good things also happen but frankly you hardly ever hear anyone say: "Must be because you were a nun in your previous life". Why? See above (and the fact we don't have the emotional need to explain why good things happen, we just tend to enjoy them).
Anyway... fuck all this "I was a bitch in my previous life", "I wronged god by not going to church" "karma", etc. it's a piss poor excuse for not thinking about it and thus not giving yourself the chance to learn from past experience.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Wed, 15th Nov 2006 01:02 Post subject: |
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She was in today. She seemed a bit ill. But chipper.  Yaaay!
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Wed, 15th Nov 2006 01:18 Post subject: |
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She stayed in for the movie class and we watched old boy. Bad idea.
I like watching people cower in disgust. But not like this
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| Posted: Wed, 15th Nov 2006 23:10 Post subject: |
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I don't know that one but it is one of those film noir types (google). Did she look upset when she was watching the movie. You know what she probably enjoyed being back.
Did you talk to her. I am curious to know how long she was in there for.
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 16th Nov 2006 00:12 Post subject: |
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Oldboy is a pretty sickening movie. It’s quite gruesome to watch and psychologically disturbing. I think she enjoyed being back. For the most part. She was just disgusted watching the movie. Like there’s this scene where this guy removes this other guys teeth, one by one, with a hammer, and it’s quite vivid.
We talked a tiny bit. Nothing serious. Just small talk.
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| Posted: Thu, 16th Nov 2006 00:14 Post subject: |
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still need to see oldboy
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 16th Nov 2006 00:21 Post subject: |
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I recomanend it
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 16th Nov 2006 01:21 Post subject: |
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You should. it's in korean. Might be hard to find. If you wanna download it. It's i think pretty much anywhere. But it's worth a rental. A rental and a copy
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WaldoJ
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| Posted: Thu, 16th Nov 2006 01:57 Post subject: |
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She is pretty. Well, she's very cute.
Kung Foo Hustle is freakin' awesome. I own the dvd. Always makes me laugh! 
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